I enjoyed of the testimony so much in church today! Most of them were very sincerely; I felt the spirit very strong. The priesthood lesson was great too. I felt somehow it was talking to me, which meant I still had a lot I had to make change.
Am I a good person? What do others think of me? Nice, easy going, cool.....these are the words I hear the most from others. What I see myself are: prideful, short temper, impatient...etc. I still haven't been able to let myself be. There is always something holding me back. Why I can only be a "B+" person? I want "A".
Father in Heaven, do you know how much how I am grateful to get to know you? I am truly blessed to understand you have a plan for me. Also, thank you for sending thy only begotten son, Jesus Christ, to atone for my sins. It always seem like I had never got the best thing in my life. I had never had a good family, never had a true buddy, girls are always shown up at the right timing. But, Father, I am willing to learn from these kinds of tribulations. I know there is always something good which I can look for.
Just please don't leave me alone. If it is thou will, please lead me to wherever thou wants me to be.
I guess, I don't really want to ask for anything. I mean ANYTHING, from others anymore. I will try to learn how to change the way I think. Just love no matter what. Just service no matter what.
Pick up back the one who I used to be. Shy, quiet, still, silence and lonely.
I really like you, my dream girl, the far away you. I love you all, my friends; I know I might not be the one you always think of, but you all should know that I am always here to support whenever you need me.
Am I a good person? What do others think of me? Nice, easy going, cool.....these are the words I hear the most from others. What I see myself are: prideful, short temper, impatient...etc. I still haven't been able to let myself be. There is always something holding me back. Why I can only be a "B+" person? I want "A".
Father in Heaven, do you know how much how I am grateful to get to know you? I am truly blessed to understand you have a plan for me. Also, thank you for sending thy only begotten son, Jesus Christ, to atone for my sins. It always seem like I had never got the best thing in my life. I had never had a good family, never had a true buddy, girls are always shown up at the right timing. But, Father, I am willing to learn from these kinds of tribulations. I know there is always something good which I can look for.
Just please don't leave me alone. If it is thou will, please lead me to wherever thou wants me to be.
I guess, I don't really want to ask for anything. I mean ANYTHING, from others anymore. I will try to learn how to change the way I think. Just love no matter what. Just service no matter what.
Pick up back the one who I used to be. Shy, quiet, still, silence and lonely.
I really like you, my dream girl, the far away you. I love you all, my friends; I know I might not be the one you always think of, but you all should know that I am always here to support whenever you need me.
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