Decision

I just made a decision to try to forget.  I did learn the way to avoid thing which bothers me, I guess it is because of my pride.

A decision can lead to happiness and sadness at the same time to different people.  This time I am the one who is suffering. I am the one who is sad.
This decision had been made with the sacrifice of love bewteen two people, for which love is not about the romance love, but the love with years of laugh, teardrop and word.
When this decision couldn't satisfy both of us; she can move on without leaving anything behind. But I can't.

I just made a decision to try to forget because I need to find way to move on and find place to stay.
I just made a decision to try not to look back. Still, there is too much behind.
No one cares, but I do.
But who cares if I do?

I just need to make a decision, but not being decided anymore.