I just read the blog that I wrote last time; yeah, I need to remember that I want to be the person I used to be. But today, things were droving me crazy! I hate when I feel like here a place for me to complain, at least this is not really my purpose to write here.
I am a Mormon, but somewhat I just don't fit in the subculture here. Here are two dating couples, they made their relationships officially to us very soon. Suddenly, the people here are like crazy to rush themselves to pick up someone. This atmosphere does really scare me. WHY DO SO MANY PEOPLE GET THE WRONG IDEA FROM THE LEADERS??? Can we be human being rather than animal sometimes? I apologize if this question is too intense; it is how I feel anyway.
People misinterpret the meaning of relationship by their actions here. People can be in relationship after a conversation. Barrett once told me that he wants to find someone who is precious. I agree with it. That is what I am looking for. I don't buy the culture here. Please don't expect me to follow. I respect what they do but it doesn't mean I agree with it.
Perhaps it is something what I need to know, but for sure not what I need to learn.
I am a Mormon, but somewhat I just don't fit in the subculture here. Here are two dating couples, they made their relationships officially to us very soon. Suddenly, the people here are like crazy to rush themselves to pick up someone. This atmosphere does really scare me. WHY DO SO MANY PEOPLE GET THE WRONG IDEA FROM THE LEADERS??? Can we be human being rather than animal sometimes? I apologize if this question is too intense; it is how I feel anyway.
People misinterpret the meaning of relationship by their actions here. People can be in relationship after a conversation. Barrett once told me that he wants to find someone who is precious. I agree with it. That is what I am looking for. I don't buy the culture here. Please don't expect me to follow. I respect what they do but it doesn't mean I agree with it.
Perhaps it is something what I need to know, but for sure not what I need to learn.
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