"you can dance alone"

"You can dance alone" is line from a movie; I don't even remember what movie.  Probably any movie. I have been thinking about being single a lot.  I don't have a conclusion that if I really want to get married or not.  Everyone is looking for getting married.  I am still figuring what I want.

I wish someone can just tell me what I should do; of course that person must be someone who I can trust.  I don't want to sound like I am prideful person, but sometimes, most of the time I am really good at making my own decision.  I like listening to advice from others but I do not think I will apply it anyway. Well, just listen.

I do get bored easily. I wished I would never have that many friends.  I don't like when I start relying on others, and then I act like a kid.  I always act like I am a teenager, or even a child.  I guess it is because I did not have a childhood experience.  I missed that foundation of being an adult, a grow up man.  I mess up, I know.  I forget whom I am.  My heart is empty.  I wish friendship can really last forever.  However, people do change.  I change as well.  I want more.  When I am getting older and older, I feel like I need more and more. I begin to become the one I don't want to be.  Very annoying.  I am disgusted by myself.

Be brave! Don't be afraid to dance alone! The culture is not going to accept it, but why do I care? 
Like what I say before, I love my friends too much! It is very hard to move on by myself.
I wish I can leave and never look back.

So much fun! I love my friends!

Oh my...I can't believe that I did not write anything throughout the entire semester!
Well, I was too busy on school, a lot of achievement this semester.  The video projects were amazing! I was also too busy on hanging with my friends!
Joseph keeps being amazing even though I don't agree with his dating attitude!
Brooks is just so nice to me all the time; our thoughts are quite similar!
Ashley became my sister this semester, a lot of fun time to talk everything!
Blakeley, oh my, I don't know what is she smoking, we are buddy!
Paige, keep disappointing me! in a good way!
Brooke, she is awesome, a very thoughtful friend!
Adam, my Chinese buddy! But he is not Chinese!
Simon, I thought he was too cool to hang out; well, we hung out a lot! Overnight study buddy, of course very good friend as well!
Ben, I like to call him "Bin"!  I only knew him for half semester, super good friend already! soccer buddy, i guess!
Ryan, please stop study to much and hang out with us! he is cool!
Jason, why are you so cool!
Still have a lot of friends, they are all just great! But those I mentioned above were the group I hung out the most this past semester!
Can I just say, I love you all! Thank you for being friends of mine!