Happy New Year!

I can't believe that it has been a year!
No complaint, last year was just right to me! So many life long experiences I gained! So many wonderful people I met! Last year was a completed year that I spent my time entirely in the U.S.  I guess I began to love this place already; I grew a lot, because the freedom of my mind that I gave to myself!

New Year Eve was quiet.  I never thought about just being alone in the house.  I didn't feel lonely though.  Instead, I was able to say a prayer out loud on my own, that I could truly counsel with the Lord for all my
doings.

All the plans were called off.  But I figured out what I wanted the most.  There was all about future in my mind at that new year moment.  Now, I know that I am ready to move on; I am ready to give up my personal will for the one who means to be with me for the rest of my life.  I am ready to learn, I am ready to grow, I am willing to love. 

I have new year resolutions; perhaps I should say something I should do.  I hope people will not be concern about me too much.  You all will find out if my next few months are worth for me to spend.  I will give myself an answer in the next few months. 

New year, a new opportunity again that we can be care about those again.  Trust me, I will not let it go again! Be happy, be free to yourself ( of course in the right way)! Be smart, if you can :)

P.S. I really wish I could say Happy New Year to you, and spend that moment with you!

Silent Night

Not only silent, but a very peaceful night!
I did not do so much! I was not able to do the things I planned last night!  Instead, Brady and I ate out; he told me what was going on with him in the last couple of months.  I was sad when I heard about all the details. He is a great guy with a good heart; he did not deserve what had happened on him! 
He is right; we want to find someone that can make us feel like a superman!

No matter what had happened in this Christmas eve, it was still a very special evening! I enjoyed the spirit!
I really wanted to sing for you in this special day, even though I could just barely talk!
If I really say Merry Christmas to you, will you smile at me?
I really wanted to give you the gift by myself, even though my hand is not long enough to reach out the distance between us.
If I really tell you how I feel again, will you think differently?

Anyway, Merry Christmas to the special one in my life!
Hope you can feel the peace all the time!

Christmas is coming!!!

Thanksgiving...and then now Christmas is coming!
I feel like being home for so long already!  No wonder my instinct leads me to find family here around me!
I love all my friends; they are just like family to me!
They help me to become a better person!
They are my examples!

During the Christmas holiday, they celebrate with their families.  I am blessed that I am always invited; but  I am also worried as I don't like to take away their family time.  It is a psychological challenge for me every year.  Nevertheless, my friends always comfort me!

I am very excited for this Christmas break because I have done so much on school work this semester; I feel good to have a long break again.  Also, new year holiday! I can't wait to see her; it sounds strange to say but I really miss her!

Others just don't understand why I like her that much! I just feel the connection; she is the one I am willing to share with what in my mind and heart; I trust her!  And she is the one who can make me to have the courage to think about future!