Friday, August 9, 2019

July 2019

二O一九年六月三十曰,就像是新工作試用期的最後一天,期待七月會是什麼?
畢竟七月應該是一種希望吧,難道夏天也會有彷彿..... 

電視開著,不看得見一點希望,色盲變了一種疾病,唯有離開。
藍光投影,卻迷上了一種毒藥,原來真實也會淪陷,沒有忍耐。

平淡無聊,當海洛英遇上了可卡因,一個人已上癮了。
捱不過慢鏡拍下的五天,氣數早已盡,週末未能狂想 ; 
但其實剩下那半杯水也不容許一丁點遐想!

沒有旅遊鐵塔,唯有造夢能才能啟航,
或許可試著不需裝備飛上那279米的觀景台,
或許會明白那悠久的歷史,
但只怕那過期的安眠藥也不施捨一秒鐘的入睡。

二O一九年七月廿九日,
逃離不了明天第三十日的來臨,
遺忘了的那張黑膠唱片仍是會跳線吧!
只能怪,在這黃金時代去選擇相信所謂的古董,還是有它的價值。

別人說,世上最奢侈的禮物是陪伴,
卻無情地送給了自己這份心意,在密紋上跟那顆微塵振動。

二O一九年七月廿九日。
七月沒有書籤,十一月或許也被淘汰。

時間,應總會帶着日子去到美好的位置。奢望。等待。

Monday, May 20, 2019

The beginning of 2019

Wow! It has been a long time since I wrote on this blog! I almost forgot about this blog till someone who had read it last month and told me about it.

I guess I did not do too bad in the last ten years, finally got my bachelor degree, enjoyed a very great time in the States, traveled many places for work and for pleasure, and started having a bit progress on my career path.

Last year I was such a mess, I lost the passion toward so many things, almost everything. My job consumed me, I lost so much precious time for myself, my friends and my family. It was a very scary time. It ended up I made many poor decisions. However, I was still very satisfied for what I achieved in my career, the job got me to explore myself to the market in a way that people do know me in the industry, gained some good people connection. This year I have been picking up a bit more, I won't say I am there yet, but at least I think I am progressing.

About two months ago, I had a very interesting experience which helped me to gain back my emotion and passion toward life in general. I am grateful and thankful for what have happened!

P.S. Um...who still use blogger? Anyway, To random people who get the chance to read my blog, thank you for your time!