Robin, we never knew what you were going through at that very moment

A lot of news highlight was about the dead of Robin Williams.

Certainly, he was a great actor, brought us a lot of good memories.

I don't have any special connection with him. However, the depression he might had, is like a sign of reminding me about my sickness.

I want to know what happened during that critical moment, so that I can know how to avoid it.

Please show your affection and love to those who are suffering.

Finally, I start doing something new!

Today, I finally made up my mind and to do something new, which allowed me to freely express whatever in my mind as a baby step.

I am very tired of a lot of things in my life. I want to be free, I want to reach my potential, I want to exercise my creativity, I want equality for everyone, I want this world to be a judgement free place.

I was afraid of not being good enough to draw, even thought I already bought a box of color pastel (hard).
Around two to three weeks later, yes, here I am, I start my first piece tonight.

I did it! I really don't care if others think it is good or not, what matter the most is, I start learning to feel what I feel!

Also, I have been thinking about giving up this blog and start a whole new one!
I want to do something bigger and greater! Probably the theme will be called "Purple Project/Campaign".

No one deserves to be sad! Everyone can be a happy person! And I wanna help!