Hot cocoa, Christmas music, and the snow were the beginning of my date today! It was one of the best morning ever so far in this semester!
Last night, I slept over in the other apartment, hanged out with Joseph and Treavor; we became friends to each other in this semester. We talked until almost three in the morning! It was really fun! Especially our conversation wasn't shallow at all, that was what I like the most.
That prepared a good morning for me, and then went on with the hot cocoa, Christmas music, and the snow!
Study wasn't effective at all, I still felt good about myself as I achieved a lot things this week already! Well, I was distracted anyway; Emily and Tze Man were driving up here in Idaho for a wedding reception. After the reception, they picked Jimmy and me up in Rexburg and then we went to the Big Jud's.
Jimmy did great! He was able to finish the big crazy burger! It took him a while though! I guess we did have a fun time altogether! I was so glad that Jimmy eventually was able to meet with Emily! However, it was too long for me, to see her again since the trip to California together! And also, it had been too long to see Tze Man again! She is even more mature now! It was a good lunch anyway as it seemed like we never hanged out as group together!
I really had a good mood today! Only one thing that sounded kinda sad as I told Joseph tonight that I probably will never deserve the girl I like very much! Again, if the girl I like is willing to give a try with me, I am willing to sacrifice my pride about all the things I feel I should do by myself!
Anyway, I feel the Christmas already! All the things I had today was like a preview of Christmas! Good friends, good view, and good food! The coldness of course was a great decoration as well! Most importantly, I feel hope and I feel the light in front of me!
Life has too many wonderful moments that need to be recorded! When you are able to remember something, it is a blessing! I always have a dream about writing a book or making a movie for the story is based on my life and my experience. Hopefully, it will begin from these words...
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Wandering
Well, I just realised it has been a while; two months. School life is great, what can I say! I made many great friends again this semester; it wasn't something what I expected.
I planned on focusing on school work alone; I wanted to put aside my social life here in school. It turned out that I met so many awesome people. Sometimes I wonder: how can this person can be just that great? There is a lot I can learn from them. It is a huge motivation that I want to serve them in different ways.
One of things I help out others, especially for those in my ward, a lot by being a match maker. Of course I am not like those who find wifes and hushands for others! Everyone deserve the opportunities of going on dates! I am just helping a little bit to set people up together! It may still sounds chessy! However, some people really needs this kind of helps!
Some people asked me, "Hey, Denis! So how about yourself?" I don't really think of myself too much! "What can we do for you?" They asked. I don't even know how they can help me! I went on a few dates already so far in this semester. They were fun! My friends always like to set me up!
A couple of night ago, we had a big group date together. It was about 18 people! It was really fun! Probably one of the best group dates I have ever had! The girl I went out with is a friend of my buddy! She is cool, very nice! She is a returned missionary! My buddy knows me well; he remembers that I hope my girlfriend/wife is a returned missionary. I wanted to get to know her more. However, there were too many people. It was very difficult to avoid some distractions. But I couldn't blame on it anyway. When I looked at and talked to my date, I thought of another girl! My mind was wandering here and there!
Isn't it sad? When I help people, but I can't even help myself! I don't want to get over her! I am hoping for hope! Sometimes I wish I could have a car to drive for four hours and then tell her again I really care about and like her! Tell her that I would like to spend some time together to do stuff to get to know each other more! But it seems like there is never a right timing for anything! Have we ever been friends? I doubt it! Since day one we know each other, I don't think "friend" was a right word for us. I don't where are we at?
I am wandering again on this never end path!
I planned on focusing on school work alone; I wanted to put aside my social life here in school. It turned out that I met so many awesome people. Sometimes I wonder: how can this person can be just that great? There is a lot I can learn from them. It is a huge motivation that I want to serve them in different ways.
One of things I help out others, especially for those in my ward, a lot by being a match maker. Of course I am not like those who find wifes and hushands for others! Everyone deserve the opportunities of going on dates! I am just helping a little bit to set people up together! It may still sounds chessy! However, some people really needs this kind of helps!
Some people asked me, "Hey, Denis! So how about yourself?" I don't really think of myself too much! "What can we do for you?" They asked. I don't even know how they can help me! I went on a few dates already so far in this semester. They were fun! My friends always like to set me up!
A couple of night ago, we had a big group date together. It was about 18 people! It was really fun! Probably one of the best group dates I have ever had! The girl I went out with is a friend of my buddy! She is cool, very nice! She is a returned missionary! My buddy knows me well; he remembers that I hope my girlfriend/wife is a returned missionary. I wanted to get to know her more. However, there were too many people. It was very difficult to avoid some distractions. But I couldn't blame on it anyway. When I looked at and talked to my date, I thought of another girl! My mind was wandering here and there!
Isn't it sad? When I help people, but I can't even help myself! I don't want to get over her! I am hoping for hope! Sometimes I wish I could have a car to drive for four hours and then tell her again I really care about and like her! Tell her that I would like to spend some time together to do stuff to get to know each other more! But it seems like there is never a right timing for anything! Have we ever been friends? I doubt it! Since day one we know each other, I don't think "friend" was a right word for us. I don't where are we at?
I am wandering again on this never end path!
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