Nope, still not being able to live in the present! I don't understand why it seems so hard for me! I have been asking myself what have gone wrong.
Thinking about going back to Hong Kong is the most stressful thing to me at the stage in my life! It is difficult for to see all the things I built up here will be gone in few months. Especially in the last couple weekend, I was able to visit some of my good old friends, I cannot accept the fact that if I am not able to see them again anymore in my life!
I just wish all my friends to know that how much I do care about them! Honestly, my religion does not really teach us much about friendship, everything is based on family. However, my life experience has taught me that friends can just be like family! How sad to say, whenever I was in need of my family, none of them was there! But there was always some special friends I could court on during different time of my life!
Thinking about going back to Hong Kong is the most stressful thing to me at the stage in my life! It is difficult for to see all the things I built up here will be gone in few months. Especially in the last couple weekend, I was able to visit some of my good old friends, I cannot accept the fact that if I am not able to see them again anymore in my life!
I just wish all my friends to know that how much I do care about them! Honestly, my religion does not really teach us much about friendship, everything is based on family. However, my life experience has taught me that friends can just be like family! How sad to say, whenever I was in need of my family, none of them was there! But there was always some special friends I could court on during different time of my life!
