Quiet

This weekend has been very quiet for me.

What is the best way to measure?

I just randomly watched a documentary of my favorite singer from Hong Kong. I remember how much how much she inspired me through her attitude on her career and life.

Once again, she reminded me that I forgot myself! I am trapped in the crowd once again.

I need to get back!

"How Are You?"

"How Are You?"
It was weird to hear from her. She is a wife of someone else already. She told that if I wanted to hang out when she comes to Utah.
I think Utah is the only place I will allow myself to see her and her husband together. When someday I go back Hong Kong, I do not think I will how to deal with it!

I am wondering how will I feel when I see her and her husband together. Sometimes I wish I can delete her in my memory! It is just hard!