I want to have something that is really belonging to mine.
During the last few years, I spent my money on buying something I had never had before: a digital camera, a laptop...etc. I treasure that I could afford to buy. I don't have parent to give me money to buy things; I work very hard and smart though. Can I buy a family? a girlfriend? a younger brother? a friend? a wife? I know the answer, of course.
Those are given; those are involved choices; those can't be controlled; those can't be asked for.
I had stayed with many families; seeing how others live in their daily life is one of my favourite things to do, as I learn a lot and they don't even realize. Being in their life leads me to think about the life I want to have. They all have their own moment interacting with their family members, talking with their neighbours and turning off the television. Countless anyway!
I want to have my moments other than using my camera to capture the moments of others. I want to have my moments. I need to settle but there is no place for me to go. Because I still haven't let myself go.
Life has too many wonderful moments that need to be recorded! When you are able to remember something, it is a blessing! I always have a dream about writing a book or making a movie for the story is based on my life and my experience. Hopefully, it will begin from these words...
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