"You can dance alone" is line from a movie; I don't even remember what movie. Probably any movie. I have been thinking about being single a lot. I don't have a conclusion that if I really want to get married or not. Everyone is looking for getting married. I am still figuring what I want.
I wish someone can just tell me what I should do; of course that person must be someone who I can trust. I don't want to sound like I am prideful person, but sometimes, most of the time I am really good at making my own decision. I like listening to advice from others but I do not think I will apply it anyway. Well, just listen.
I do get bored easily. I wished I would never have that many friends. I don't like when I start relying on others, and then I act like a kid. I always act like I am a teenager, or even a child. I guess it is because I did not have a childhood experience. I missed that foundation of being an adult, a grow up man. I mess up, I know. I forget whom I am. My heart is empty. I wish friendship can really last forever. However, people do change. I change as well. I want more. When I am getting older and older, I feel like I need more and more. I begin to become the one I don't want to be. Very annoying. I am disgusted by myself.
Be brave! Don't be afraid to dance alone! The culture is not going to accept it, but why do I care?
Like what I say before, I love my friends too much! It is very hard to move on by myself.
I wish I can leave and never look back.
I wish someone can just tell me what I should do; of course that person must be someone who I can trust. I don't want to sound like I am prideful person, but sometimes, most of the time I am really good at making my own decision. I like listening to advice from others but I do not think I will apply it anyway. Well, just listen.
I do get bored easily. I wished I would never have that many friends. I don't like when I start relying on others, and then I act like a kid. I always act like I am a teenager, or even a child. I guess it is because I did not have a childhood experience. I missed that foundation of being an adult, a grow up man. I mess up, I know. I forget whom I am. My heart is empty. I wish friendship can really last forever. However, people do change. I change as well. I want more. When I am getting older and older, I feel like I need more and more. I begin to become the one I don't want to be. Very annoying. I am disgusted by myself.
Be brave! Don't be afraid to dance alone! The culture is not going to accept it, but why do I care?
Like what I say before, I love my friends too much! It is very hard to move on by myself.
I wish I can leave and never look back.
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