Not so bad actually! It has only been a month-ish since the last time!
I am happy that I saw my last post! Because I just realized I have not been doing the things the post has mentioned.
My job is eating my soul! I don't even enjoy anything at all! If not because of that little bit money that I need, I am sure I would have quit it. But, the day should come soon! I am just not happy when I go to work in Salt Lake. I feel stressful. I do not see my potential is being even reached. Yup, the day of quitting will come soon. I will need to organize and plan well before I make a clear decision.
I want to be brave enough to feel what I feel, to admit what I feel, and to enjoy what I feel. It is a way on being joyful and happy.
I picked my scripture tonight and had a journal with me to record the thought I learned for myself. I started from the beginning. It was always refreshing whenever I read with my heart. I don't have any strength to change anything; I truly decided to turn myself to the Lord, and let Him to guide me to the way I should go, I know He will do that for me, as long as I keep the commandments.
Last Friday I went to the sealing session of my buddy Robert and his wife Aubrey. During the entire event, there were only one girl and I who did not have any family relationship. I went toward her and briefly introduce myself. Her name was Heidi. She served a mission in Philippine and she graduated from BYU-Idaho, she played frisbee. And yes, she seem very cool. Before she had to go, she said,"Well, I guess I will......see you......again!?" Within the two seconds after, they were actually like the entire two minutes to me because I was thinking if I wanted to ask for her number. Anyway, when that moment was over, I decided to ask for her number and mentioned that I would like to do something with her.
However, I did not have my phone with me because I left it in my car before I entered into the Temple. And, I did not have a pen with me. She offered to just call my phone so that my phone would have a miss call showing her number. After she left and the whole event was almost done, I went back to my car. When I opened the door, I saw my cell phone. It was turned off. I even turned it off.
But, I will still ask for her number on facebook and hopefully I can do something with her sometime soon to get know who she really is.
I just need to keep doing something, forget about my concern about going back home. And, live my life.
I am happy that I saw my last post! Because I just realized I have not been doing the things the post has mentioned.
My job is eating my soul! I don't even enjoy anything at all! If not because of that little bit money that I need, I am sure I would have quit it. But, the day should come soon! I am just not happy when I go to work in Salt Lake. I feel stressful. I do not see my potential is being even reached. Yup, the day of quitting will come soon. I will need to organize and plan well before I make a clear decision.
I want to be brave enough to feel what I feel, to admit what I feel, and to enjoy what I feel. It is a way on being joyful and happy.
I picked my scripture tonight and had a journal with me to record the thought I learned for myself. I started from the beginning. It was always refreshing whenever I read with my heart. I don't have any strength to change anything; I truly decided to turn myself to the Lord, and let Him to guide me to the way I should go, I know He will do that for me, as long as I keep the commandments.
Last Friday I went to the sealing session of my buddy Robert and his wife Aubrey. During the entire event, there were only one girl and I who did not have any family relationship. I went toward her and briefly introduce myself. Her name was Heidi. She served a mission in Philippine and she graduated from BYU-Idaho, she played frisbee. And yes, she seem very cool. Before she had to go, she said,"Well, I guess I will......see you......again!?" Within the two seconds after, they were actually like the entire two minutes to me because I was thinking if I wanted to ask for her number. Anyway, when that moment was over, I decided to ask for her number and mentioned that I would like to do something with her.
However, I did not have my phone with me because I left it in my car before I entered into the Temple. And, I did not have a pen with me. She offered to just call my phone so that my phone would have a miss call showing her number. After she left and the whole event was almost done, I went back to my car. When I opened the door, I saw my cell phone. It was turned off. I even turned it off.
But, I will still ask for her number on facebook and hopefully I can do something with her sometime soon to get know who she really is.
I just need to keep doing something, forget about my concern about going back home. And, live my life.
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