Tonight, I found out that my ex-girlfriend is getting married next month! I had been wondering but someone finally told me tonight! I don't know if I will have any different feeling if I am told by her!
I am happy for her, but at the same time, I feel like there is something, something that I don't know how to express how I feel about the whole thing!
I sent her a message, like the final words I want to say before she becomes someone's wife! I don't have any intention about this message, I am just that kind of people, I want to say things out!
After sending this message, it is the time for me realize that, I can't live in the past anymore! And she will never be my best friend anymore!
Nothing always happened the way we want to be, no matter what, I am very, very grateful, that she was once in my life that she was the one who made me wanted to be a better person!
Wing Hung,
A couple of weeks ago, when I came down to Salt Lake, I hanged out with Eric for a little bit! We talked a lot of the old stuff! When the topic was about you and me, I realized that, there is still one concern I have not been able to resolve ! It makes me feel like, sometimes, I don't know if we are still friend or not! When I found out your good news from someone else just tonight, then I guess, the concern that I have, probably it is not that important to anyone anymore!
I am happy for you! The one you are going to marry is a good guy, well, I am sure you know better than I do for sure! When I go back to Hong Kong someday, if we run to each other by any chance, perhaps we will give a smile to each other and then go away, or we may formally talk! Or we might never talk to each other anymore! I hope we will gain the understanding no matter what!
I am so grateful that you were part of my life, you were once there to help and remind me to be a better person! I treasured all the good and bad times that we had since 2001, the time when I joined the church, the time that I began my new life!
I am not trying to play any emotion here, but I sincerely want you to know that, you deserve a great man, you deserve a great marriage and a great family, and I am very happy for all these things are happening in you life, it is because (I don't have a chance to say it face to face) I did and I have really loved you and I did care a lot about you! Please don't make fun of me, since I left HK, the song "如果我們不再相見" has became a song that always reminded me of you! Because it describes a lot of my feelings!
It is my last secret I wanted to share with you!
Again, wish you the best and have a very successful marriage!
Denis~
I am happy for her, but at the same time, I feel like there is something, something that I don't know how to express how I feel about the whole thing!
I sent her a message, like the final words I want to say before she becomes someone's wife! I don't have any intention about this message, I am just that kind of people, I want to say things out!
After sending this message, it is the time for me realize that, I can't live in the past anymore! And she will never be my best friend anymore!
Nothing always happened the way we want to be, no matter what, I am very, very grateful, that she was once in my life that she was the one who made me wanted to be a better person!
Wing Hung,
A couple of weeks ago, when I came down to Salt Lake, I hanged out with Eric for a little bit! We talked a lot of the old stuff! When the topic was about you and me, I realized that, there is still one concern I have not been able to resolve ! It makes me feel like, sometimes, I don't know if we are still friend or not! When I found out your good news from someone else just tonight, then I guess, the concern that I have, probably it is not that important to anyone anymore!
I am happy for you! The one you are going to marry is a good guy, well, I am sure you know better than I do for sure! When I go back to Hong Kong someday, if we run to each other by any chance, perhaps we will give a smile to each other and then go away, or we may formally talk! Or we might never talk to each other anymore! I hope we will gain the understanding no matter what!
I am so grateful that you were part of my life, you were once there to help and remind me to be a better person! I treasured all the good and bad times that we had since 2001, the time when I joined the church, the time that I began my new life!
I am not trying to play any emotion here, but I sincerely want you to know that, you deserve a great man, you deserve a great marriage and a great family, and I am very happy for all these things are happening in you life, it is because (I don't have a chance to say it face to face) I did and I have really loved you and I did care a lot about you! Please don't make fun of me, since I left HK, the song "如果我們不再相見" has became a song that always reminded me of you! Because it describes a lot of my feelings!
It is my last secret I wanted to share with you!
Again, wish you the best and have a very successful marriage!
Denis~
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