Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Get Ready

Being here in college for almost three and a half years, now I am really ready to graduate! Just because I feel like I have learned the things I need from here; I am not really progressing!
I don't have a huge desire to make new friends here any more, it sounds contradicting to my personality, but their stories here are mostly the same. I need new impact my life! I want to share the gospel, I want to get to know people from different background!
I like to change, but I don't like to change! I think I start getting bored here! It is the right time to go! I still have one more semester, I don't know what will happen but I am super excited to see what comes to me!
I will take whatever will lead me the way to my dream!
What is my dream? Haha..good question! Well, now I am living in my dream! Living far away from home, financial independence, having my own car driving around from state to state, playing volleyball everyday, speaking the language I enjoy to speak the most, and living in a culture where good fit for my personality! Of course my dream is bigger than these, I guess at this moment, I really want to prepare myself to work in the event management area in the movie industry! I know I can do it! God has already prepared two steps for me: my internship in a radio station and my current job as a PR coordinator, I need to do my own part to walk further! I know that Denis can have more to offer to the world!!
I am glad that I said it out now, because I need to commit myself to do more for a better preparation for my future! Some people here around me might still be care too much about their recognition in the eyes of those social crowd instead of treasuring a true friendship which has been built through time and love.
Yeah, I need to say no! It is not me! I might be alone if I don't follow but I need to stand strong and I will.

I got a blessing a couple of days ago! I came to remember again the one I used to be! And I need to be that person again! I am thankful for my great friend, Brooks, giving me those words to help to find the right direction toward the real me!

I am satisfied for only being a Mormon, but I want to be a great Mormon! I don't think it is too hard if I am willing to love everyone more! I used to be able to do it, and I will do it again!
I know I still have a long way, but I know this journey will be full of excitement, I just need to keep walking by faith and not be afraid of being alone!

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