Friday, May 18, 2012

Sometimes I feel bad because sometimes I realize I love my friends more than the way I love my family, I really do feel bad. But, who can understand?  Friends are always very important to me throughout my life.  I treasure every single one of them who shows up on my path.

I know I am not their best one, cultural background can possibly be one of the stumble blocks; I do not know if it is a good excuse for me to feel better about myself or not.
It is really difficult when I have been suffering from depression. I cannot really take it easy for those jokes about me and the way how I am left out sometimes! Not because I don't want to, but I just cannot. I wish I can have better power to control myself, which really enhances my emotional problem.

I feel like I am a fool.

or am I asking too much?



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