Happy New Year!

I can't believe that it has been a year!
No complaint, last year was just right to me! So many life long experiences I gained! So many wonderful people I met! Last year was a completed year that I spent my time entirely in the U.S.  I guess I began to love this place already; I grew a lot, because the freedom of my mind that I gave to myself!

New Year Eve was quiet.  I never thought about just being alone in the house.  I didn't feel lonely though.  Instead, I was able to say a prayer out loud on my own, that I could truly counsel with the Lord for all my
doings.

All the plans were called off.  But I figured out what I wanted the most.  There was all about future in my mind at that new year moment.  Now, I know that I am ready to move on; I am ready to give up my personal will for the one who means to be with me for the rest of my life.  I am ready to learn, I am ready to grow, I am willing to love. 

I have new year resolutions; perhaps I should say something I should do.  I hope people will not be concern about me too much.  You all will find out if my next few months are worth for me to spend.  I will give myself an answer in the next few months. 

New year, a new opportunity again that we can be care about those again.  Trust me, I will not let it go again! Be happy, be free to yourself ( of course in the right way)! Be smart, if you can :)

P.S. I really wish I could say Happy New Year to you, and spend that moment with you!